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TBR/TBW: August 2023

 Salutations, ReaderPeople! Just to catch you up on the Filling-in-the-Gaps TBR, I've read the books for 1973 and 1980 and have switched out 1984's book several times but have finally settled on Dragons of the Autumn Twilight. I might end up switching out 2023 for a poetry book, depending on how the next two novels go. I'm going to update my Goodreads once all the books are done, filling in those gaps. I'm also going to sideswipe the GarbAugust reading event (do the prompts for each week but skip the bingo, etc.), possibly reading Alan Dean Foster's Krull  for week 3 (novelization or book by famous person). I'm going to have to locate books for the rest (Week 1: Category Romance or Men's Adventure; Week 2: Paperbacks from Hell or Vintage Smut; Week 4: Anything Goes)...I'll have to skim Paperbacks from Hell  to see if there's anything my weak stomach can handle.  And then there's the writing. I've been finding NaNoWriMo/prompts really distract

Filling in the Gaps

 I think I picked the wrong candle for the computer room because right now I'd really like to sneeze but I can't really take a deep breath. So--tomorrow this candle moves to the den and I stop Vick's flashbacks while typing.  What's up this afternoon? I recently watched a CriminOlly video asking whether he'd read a book published in every year he'd been alive (per his Goodreads' list). Immediately, I had to discover whether or not I  had a book from every year I'd been alive on my  Goodreads list. I did not (which doesn't mean I haven't read books published in those years, just that I haven't bothered to fully populate my Goodreads from childhood forward. This meant I now needed to read at least five books to populate those years.  Which meant that I needed to raid our bookshelves to find books from 1973, 1980, 1984, 1989, and 2023. Interlude for lots of sneezing, being asked what I'm doing, knocking a stack of books on one dog, and reali

Not Slacking, Just Writing

 So. My actual screensaver called me out today. Have I been writing much poetry? Is the doggerel below P O E T R Y? Yeah, probably not. However. The real story is that I'm working my way through a few stories for Camp NaNoWriMo. At almost halfway through the month, I'm still not sure what will end up under the pen on a day-by-day basis but I've added to several.  My reading has been similar. Lots of initial chapters or initial handful of chapters but very, very few final chapters completed. I'm thinking about taking a day and just clearing out my zine basket. Summer heat settled in early, so I haven't been doing any outdoor reading, but zines are pretty quick and I should be able to finish several while the squirrels raid the birdseed. :)  Hope you're having a good writing/reading summer! It must have been a movie, black and white, Watched when I was younger, maybe sick, Glancing between Mom cleaning and the screen. A father and his daughter in a lighthouse New

Phalanxes

Phalanxes of plastic ducks: wizards, barbarians-- the occasional detective-- swirl in the giant conundrum. Plastic dolls (fashion dolls?), no judgement on brand or aisle or hair, especially now, hear the canard-verse via pathways laid down in heat, in formless transformations. They know the wars. They know the strategies. They know the tidal energies. Or so Mandy says, holding a damp doll by the hair, dripping on the carpet, sleepy as an oracle  fresh from a hot spring [or a bath] prophesying plastic. It's been a week since The Sunday Muse. And I'm working on the Indie Summer Read/Writeathon (currently reading Rocket Science  and enjoying the drama) and working on other projects...but I find that I'm missing my Sunday poetry. :)  -- Chrissa

Seeds for the Fire Bushes

  Sharing with The Sunday Muse #261 , for our final week. Thank you for reading & interacting with these poems over the past several years.  Cold blood works the fire bushes:  marble, serpent, maybe.  Snakehearted limestone gathers a full bouquet.  Line the tables, cook the feast over the flowers, Hang the bottles from the marble bodies. Gods are sporting tonight; Dancing under the empty jars Eyes clear as the darkness, Deep as the heavens. Hang bottles to catch the sparks, Bottles to cast from the shore Already burning from their nearness. Bottles to kindle a thousand Epics, hearts, madnesses, parties... Bottles to seed the fire bushes On some colder, newer shore. I'm not sure whether I'll be returning to weekly poetry for the time being. I might turn this blog to reading to inspires me to get through a grim and treacherous TBR that seems to swell with books that aren't quite read, even if bookmarks appear in their shallows. From June through September I'm going to

By the Roadside

  Sharing with The Sunday Muse #260  with much appreciation to Carrie & Shay & everyone. Just a reminder: if you have a poetry book, please drop a title in the comments. My TBR won't thank you, but I will. :)    I drive by the armadillos, dead where they fell. Sunlight is so heavy it folds into damp shimmers. All the roads are widening, dispersing the ditches, Grinding out parking lots, killing slow steps. I speed up; crisp winter in the passenger seat. We will arrive at the store soon; I will drag her Chill, into the store. Breathe for both of us. Brightness distorts the lots, now grown gigantic. Roads need blood, the state needs the kills. We will make it through barriers if we wear them: Dead armadillos, caliche dust, gunmetal sunshine.

The Last

  Sharing with The Sunday Muse #259 . I'm the last of the fairy band  all our tricks given away  I follow wings and a sticky strand above the storm and day Farewell is a nightly tune this became goodbye An elegy trilled to carnival beat stained blue as the sky Strong as the scent of  popcorn May cola hold you fast The rope grows thin, the music faint Of the fairies, I'm the last. I am sad that this will be the penultimate poem I share with The Sunday Muse , which has been constant while I've been an irregular participant. Thank you, Carrie, for giving us this space each week!  It's been a privilege to be able to read what has been a chapbook, generated every week, by a committed and talented group of poets, several of whose books are now part of my library. Please drop a link or title below if you'll have something coming out (or that is already out). Best wishes to everyone (I'll hopefully be back next week but I'll be more emotional then...) and happy Moth

WordCrafters Wednesday Prompt

 "No, Meredith, he's not going to...That car'll make it to the moon before she..." Light blazed across the screen.   Hate the way sunset catches these wings. Pinions still ash and heat shimmer, far enough from my back that they're just an illusion. Like the sarcasm I learned from this . He flipped the phone over to watch the sunset in the case. For a heartbeat, until glory stole even that view from his nerveless fingers, everything was light-washed, clean . He banged his fists to his knees. You could add all the sarcastic narration you liked, no angelic voice--no angel's human-seeming face--would trouble social media. Maybe they didn't need him. Didn't need his lessons. He threw his arms over the back of the old couch, kicked his feet out into the scrub . Maybe someone would figure out how to capture a video testament. Ask for help. Not for him.  Carrie brought us a group of great prompts this week but I've been really distracted lately and didn

Once around the Ankle, Forever

  Sharing with The Sunday Muse #253 .  A vine sprawls over the post, leaning over the railing, pointing down the culvert. A poodle stumbles to a saunter at pressure while her boy shuffles up into a yard  to avoid a parked car, a puddle of old pollen, and the sly glances of squirrels.  The coyote feels the vine pointing and suggests the girl tear her photo, revealing she's just another vine. The poodle strains but the boy doesn't see and the squirrels don't tell. I think a summer day has become lost in the middle of spring and I'm just ready for summer's hibernation. Poets hibernate in summer, right? -- chrissa

In the Forest

  Sharing with The Sunday Muse #252. Come, this anniversary of the winter nap where the soft soil warms like stone And the summer bears a rolling fealty Weeping thunder above the ice Shearing sleep from breathless bones. Right now, I'm seriously behind on a draft for an early summer festival and struggling. Poetry might thin on the ground right now...but who can pass up the white wolf in the forest? -- Chrissa

Turning Away

  Sharing with The Sunday Muse #250 . Maybe. where the pollen falls i have been in love where the bees danced i have been in love where the thunder footfalls i have been in love where the steel has sung i have been in love violence has romanced my love away what kiss will wake the city now? 

Drown in the Mirage

  Sharing with The Sunday Muse #249. I.  His guitar set things on fire. Not Eric--he could feel the heat but it never singed his skin. It never got as hot as this Texas afternoon that burned his neck and baked through his suit and made the road he'd been stalking seem like an asphalt river barely held in place by the gravel and weeds. He couldn't keep in the guitar in a case but the sun didn't seem to hurt it, even if Eric sometimes remembered it was goblin-made.  That was an impossibility, though. He hadn't wanted to start a brushfire; walking in the sun in this suit was killing him. Sitting on the couch that had probably fallen from a truck seemed like a good idea. He'd discovered a folded sheet in his pocket, some rag full of tiny goblin advertisements, bluebonnet souls, cheap potions, gar-heart strings that prevented the dragon-gut fires...he closed his eyes. If he ignored the curious flames now reading over his shoulder, the growling couch, and the heat shimmer

The Small Holes

  Sharing with The Sunday Muse #247 . it's the season of putting away the angels we have tissue paper for the delicate wings but the solid bodies get a brief sheet paint and plaster chips are the years' way, the mouse way, of marking use the putting out and the taking down any accidents that happen in season store remembrance in the small holes bitten in the sacred while it looks the other way -- Chrissa

Ann in the Flood

 Sharing with The Sunday Muse #246 , in the spirit of the Very Serious Super Mario from SNL. Ann climbs to the roofline She's never been this big, never this strong. Heather's not a doll but Ann holds her close. The lake is tasting the house, considering; Dry land was such a new thing, once. Ann keeps an arm on Heather, looks down. The lake doesn't speak or its thousand tongues Chuckle like birdsong, whine like chitin bows. Ann speaks Heather's tongue and one other. She calls to the patchwork lands around I am your daughter, I have your child.

Ash and Ember

 Sharing with The Sunday Muse #245 .  Let us burn the world.  Burnish it ash and ember!  Let gold run like water Gild the beaches  with precious oceans. Let us hold the world Close around our flame. Let what remains Gilded by our warmth, sustain. Spring cleaning season is here and I'm looking at the pile of writing projects and wondering what needs to be filed and what needs to be expanded and finished. Honestly, with the increase in censorship in the US, writing and reading feels pretty pointless right now. Maybe everything needs to be filed and I  should go sit with the birds. :)  -- Chrissa

This Picnic

  Sharing with The Sunday Muse #244 . Photo Manipulation by Artist Okan Ozel This picnic takes place in the rain. Tomatoes, cheese, and ash.  Wear your lies pave', rhinestoned. Your sandwich rests on the tracks. This discordant grill whistles on, to crush the coins you need to pass. Five chords born backboned, already crumpled to cash.  Is it wrong that I've been watching craft videos lately (painting, sewing, etc.) and am now thoroughly jealous of the idea that some  projects can be filmed and completed in a week? I'd like to be able to do that with the novella I'm currently working on...one week to transform an idea from scribbled in a notebook to printed in a book, all shiny and ready to be read. Tune in next week for Notebook to Novella! -- Chrissa  

In My Head

  Sharing with   The Sunday Muse #243 . The writer in my head is never honest. He sits back, pokes a memory...sighs. Reassures me it's completely meaningless. He grabs a sheaf of ideas, fans them out: Detritus. High school? Offices before social media? One by one, he feeds them into the fire. Briefly, he stares into the flames, Shakes his head, tilts back, stares at the ceiling. He's stuck in a ready room.  In a skull. He could make fifteen different novels At least one deathless sword-and-sorcery series Out of this--he'd be the wizard. The fire crumples the paper, petals it. A vase of charcoal, fiery blooms. Boring . Burn the worst, the best. He's a liar, a fabulist, a critic, with a sorcerous talent for disparagement.  Greetings and salutations!  Thanks for the kind wishes toward Merlin, who has been doing well this week, alternating between super bouncy (is there food potentially available? new people around?) and his natural pillow state (see below). -- Chrissa

Stuck On A Theme

 Sharing with The Sunday Muse #242 . They will dress me in the tiles that fall If they leave me dressed at all They will say I was place apart Where commerce deep-fried art   Once, they called my children rats They sneer past my collapse They forget themselves in me I took and sold their stories. Jim, your post from last week really stuck in my head and inspired a short novella about a mannequin that decided she'd prefer apotheosis to recycling...which means malls and stores are still fermenting in the back of my head.  Merlin has been suffering from seasonal allergies this past week, which meant he was at the vet yesterday and today is snoozing off his medicine (and all the salmon treats he's been given... bacon of the sea, bacon of the sea, swimming with the fishes so deliciously !) and enjoying the cool & not rainy weather.  Sending good & cozy wishes! -- Chrissa 

Once More, An Ending.

This past year hasn't been a struggle so much as it has been one of those years--none of the edges quite met up and, toward the end, I felt all the strings pulling themselves out of my hands. I think I need a briar-wall season to get myself back together.  Good night, Chrissa

Drive/Dream

  Sharing with The Sunday Muse #241 . I only daydream when you're driving I am the flood of memory When the guilt gets rocked to sleep I pop the bubbling thought Jarred from the dark, familiar street Waiting impatiently on the seeds that will begin to repair a backyard scoured by a hard freeze without frost. Hoping that the Mouse Melon Tower will produce many melons (good with avocado) and that we'll have cucumber salad throughout the summer. We're also going to try for moonflowers and tiny white pumpkins on the skeleton of an old patio umbrella (which would be really cool but the moonflowers didn't come up last year and squash are always trouble here so...) and yet more squash around the plant stand.  Hope you're having a great start to the new year! -- Chrissa